I’ll never forget digging my face into your shirt and sobbing while hearing “Wash” because I suddenly felt the weight of my love for you and the weight of your abscence in a few days. I wish to never take you for granted again, my best friend, my first real love, my daily poem. You’re always beautiful to me. I miss you Brenty, but I’m so happy I have you to miss. I’m sorry I got so comfortable. I’m sorry I stopped appreciating the way you always offerred me the first bite and your quitting cigarettes for me. I love you baby.